Friday, February 21, 2014
Feeling kind of tired already. Maybe fate wants to play it this way. Waited the whole day. Alot of thoughts alone. In the im still being treated the same. When I'm not there, you wanted me. When I'm there, you always wanted something more. I couldn't be the best for you. I'm always an option. I need some peace. Feeling it once more.
(10:25:00 PM)
Thursday, February 13, 2014
眼泪成诗歌词
<< 眼泪成诗>>
演唱:孙燕姿
我已经
已经把我伤口化作玫瑰
我的泪水
已经变成雨水早已轮回
我已经
已经把对白留成了永远
忘了天色
究竟是黑是灰
分手伤了谁
谁把他变美
我的眼泪写成了诗已无所谓
让你再回味
字不醉人人自醉
因为回忆总是美
我已经
已经把绝情变成了恭维
因为不配
你就忽然自卑说声失陪
我已经
已经把沉默变成了忏悔
无路可退
只能无言以对
分手伤了谁
谁把他变美
我的眼泪写成了诗已无所谓
让你在回味
字不醉人人自醉
因为回忆总是美
分手伤了谁
谁把他变美
我的眼泪写成了诗一首无所谓
让你再回味
字不醉人人自醉
你的品位总是美
制作:曾经曹雨
Hehe. I guess I got my answers already. Indeed you have moved on from the pass already. My xinpei is already long gone. Always thought there's a small hope you would love to be reminded of our past and would smile about it. You have already fallen to someone else's hand. Someone who made u in love. Forgetting ours.
It's my turn. My turn to let go and move on. I shall try! Jiayou boyi heee. Although 7 years is a very long time to love that somebody so so so much. It's time to let go. Things won't be the same (;
Must try okay! I can do it! Jiayou!!
(10:42:00 PM)
Friday, January 17, 2014
为什么我那么笨。她已经不喜欢你了。不管你了。
Move on ba.
(8:22:00 PM)
心痛
(8:07:00 PM)
Sunday, December 29, 2013
你要我知道拥有你了之后又失去你几次你才会明白这世界有一个愿意什么都为你而做又爱你很深的人？为什么你会为那些对你不好的人动心？你要多久才会知道我根本都没不爱你过。这么久了谁还依然的在等你定下来要给你他全部？我们在一起的 4 5 年这一期间，难道你没有看透吗？ 我们的故事就到此为止了吧？说好多好多次不再让我自己一个人过生日。你知道还是很痛的吗？最痛的是当你说你没有那份感觉了。
你回来以后我还以为全是真的。你那句我根本都不想离开你，我希望我们永远都不离开彼此，我们如果在一起就要好好的在一起，这些让我又有勇气让自己相信你了。我又对你动心了，还准备想好我们的未来要这么这么过的。你却。。。
我不是碰不到更好的，而是因为已经有了你，我不想再碰到更好的；我不是不会对别人动心，而是因为已经有了你，我就觉得没必要再对其他人动心；我不是不会爱上别的人，而是我更加懂得珍惜你. 能在一起不容易，即使你不是最好的，甚至不是最适合我的，但却是我最珍惜的。
这感觉真的好熟悉。还要多久你才会知道。还要多久你才会了解。还要多久你才会定下来。还有多久，我才会真镇的放下你。。。
(10:27:00 AM)
Thursday, December 26, 2013
我以为我可以放下你。可是我做不到。我们真的没有从新在来的勇气了吗？说实在的。我没有不爱你过。过去觉得有勇气放下你。我错了。但是你早已把我的心还给我了。我了解。我不要求什么，只希望你能开心。
前几天我太过分了一点。以为你就是我的。自己觉得你应该做什么什么的。不小心又让你不高兴。很自私的行为，是我不对。我早已应该明知我不能像以前这样为了你的事呢么被 affected。 只是在你左右又有我们曾经拥有的感觉。对不起是我不应该，让自己从头喜欢你。
(1:50:00 AM)
Tuesday, November 26, 2013
Should not expect anything. Even though...yea kind of stress. AH stress!
We are broken.
(4:11:00 PM)
Tuesday, November 5, 2013
You made me make up my mind, and then you left again.
(11:39:00 PM)
Wednesday, October 23, 2013
Here it goes again. It's her, she's crying. Crying quite badly as if she needs help. I walked up to her, pulling her up and hugged her tightly. She was shocked and so was I. Slowly she started to smile again. And i cant help but to kiss her lips. Those lips i missed, those long hugs we used to have. It's all just a dream..
Why is it taunting me back again. I swore to myself on that day that i won't be crying for her again. As if i could do it. As if i could forget what's build up step by step for 5 years that easily. It will never do, i will never be understood.
Even it's just a dream, i am satisfied. A little.
(12:04:00 PM)
Friday, October 18, 2013
Should I? I know i miss her. Mad.
Go for what you really want.
Im actually stuck.
(11:32:00 PM)